I hate my mother. People don’t understand that when I say it, it’s real feelings. Everyone thinks I should forgive her and have a great relationship with her. No. I never fucking will. I was sitting in class today trying so God damn hard to hold back tears over this fucking stupid movie called 28 days about a drug addict/alcoholic who was forced into rehab after a car accident. Fuck. All of it was too damn real to me. I just sped through the halls today right after the bell rang and I got my books and Ktj was asking me over and over what’s wrong what’s wrong and so was Jarrod and I kept having to say nothing nothing because I can’t fucking show how weak she made me. God dammit why me. Why have I had to live that. Then of course class had to end with a scene where there is this girl cutting herself, as if the movie wasn’t my entire fucking life anyway.
I hate this. I hate her.
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goldpavements reblogged this from kaitbanks and added:
i know initial reaction to something...happened to you is why me. And it sucks to
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